How do you go from loving someone to hating them to not wanting to stop caring . I hate this .
I hope you disappear and realize that once what you had could have been perfect . You should have left when you had the chance. I should have quit when it all hurt the first time. I know now that all you are is a mistake a lesson to be learned. But only someone like you can make me feel so shitty. Don’t promise someone something if you can’t even promise your self a thing . Don’t look at me and lie when I know you more than you know yourself . I hope you notice how much I meant to you when you read this. You’ll see that once what we had is now gone and ain’t ever comin back . I hope that fuck was worth this pain because I know that all of what I’m saying is the truth and it feels great to not be a liar and to make myself feel good by being honest I hope you hurt and break into a million pieces when you feel how I do . I hope you see me one day and look me straight in the eyes and see that I’m happy , happy I’m not with you.